what's wrong with man nowadays..???

dear bloggy,
uhuh...first and foremost i want to wish A HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!uyeah...my birthday was sux !!! isk..isk..isk..there's nothing special happened on my birthday....as if like it was a normal day...but i didn't expect that wahida is going to give me a birthday present...because she is my tuition mate...huhu..she gave me an album...a picture album...yes..it was so sweet and nice....
i really2 appriciate it..then lien gave me a "bantal" with the head of mr bean's teddy bear...hahaha...even it was a bit childish...but i really2 likes it !!! yeah...she knows my taste...!! that is why i like about her...then the part that made me really2 disappointed was zura,my real bestfriend...she didn't wish my birthday...i'm so sad....
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yes i'm really2 sad...because i never forget her birthday...uh...i hate this !!! she had forgotten about me...??? ye arrr....skewl kat SERATAS...join ngan budak2 pandai...kawan2 lame pown di lupekan...kalo time dier ader prob sajer dier rajin call aku...even it was at midnight I never refused to ignore her ... i listened to her patiently...uh ...just forget about this fella...

well,this afternoon i'm a bit shocked when i received a sms from abg pejan.He said that

"lina masuk hospital,tolong doa2kan"....

whoa...???? kak lina been hospitalised....???? i felt pity for her.... last 2 night,she's bleeding....and the doctor said that kak lina pregnant luar rahim...??? uih camner tuh...??? and she got to be operated.... sian kat diorang.it had been 5 years they were waiting to have a baby....but when they got the chance....tuhan tarik...the same thing happened to abang shamsul and kak maria...
dugaan TUHAN tu kadang2 mmg pahit dan perit biler ia menyentuh kehidupan insan yg kite sayang....kadang2 tu terdetik gak kat hati aku...kenaper insan lain kat atas muka bumi ni hidup bahagia...??? mcm xder probs...??? sampaikan aku pernah menyalahkan takdir...kate ALLAH itu xadil....huh astaghfirullahal'azim....cetek sungguh iman aku.... mudah2 TUHAN tabahkan hati abg pejan dan kak lina dan murahkan lagi rezeki mereka....
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ok today i'm really2 felt like i'm such an idiot !!! huh !!! stupid !!! i hate boys ....boys who already had girlfriend...they all are a true hypocrites !!! yes munafik !! i hate 'em....they all such a liar's !!! at the back of their girlfriends they flirt with other girls including me.....but infront of their girls they act as if they don't even know me....HELL you guys !!! bastards...i really2 want to sound directly to that guy....BASIR..huh...go to hell you stupid dumb ass hole !!! you act like a stupid monkey....you played lela's heart....now i knew your true colours...... man cannot be trusted..... i was thinking to tell about her boyfriend's attitude to her...but i'm afraid that she can't accept this and it will brokes her heart....then it will affect our friendship....but if i didn't tell about this to her,sampai biler BASIR akan memperbodoh2kan dier lagi...??? sedangkan lela love him very much...such as THER ROCK OF GIBRALTAR.....humph.....she did everything for him...bring food for his boyfriend from home and she will eat the food that she bought at the canteen,made notes for him,not only one subjact..but all.....then she also done all his homework....woo................
i reallly2 didn't kno what to do....
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