school holiday isn't like it seems to be anymore...

dear bloggy....
huwaaaa....this is school holiday...but why i must go for the extra class ?? i want to spent this holiday to Sarawak....my family vacation had to be delayed....i'm so frustrated bescause this is the first time of school brake that my family didn't go for any vacation...so sux !!!! people are keep telling this year is "tahun melawat malaysia" and what else ??? those bullshit things...i want go for a VACATION ...!!!! CAN'T YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND IT ???!!!! plus with all the tonnes of homeworks ..is it still mean "school holiday" ??? i've asked all my friends at the tuition centre whom are studying in other school which convent taiping,smkdb,treacher and all sorts in taiping...none of them said that they have to attend any extra class during this holidays...then i've asked one more question that have they all finished all their syllabus...??? and to my suprise they all have finished it !!! damn it !!! once again cursed to myself !!! i hate this !!! why there's to many problem that i've got to face ??? this is really2 unfair...!!! how can their teacher's manage to finish up all the syllabus up on time ??? and how couldn't my teachers..??? i'm not blaming all the teachers at my school but there's too many questions that floating in my mind !!! the SPM is just around the corner and i can feel there's butterflies my stomach !!! i can't sleep well !!! there's too many to think !!! how can i happily live without worrying my future ??? SPM is my future !!! and if i didn't pass it with flying colours how could i get the schoolarship to further my studies at overseas like what i dreamt for...??? or it will just be my dream...??? oh GOD.... please give some strength to face this all nonsense stupid things !!!! i don't want to "kutuk2" all my teachers because some of them are very good and kind to me...and i also didn't want all my "ilmu" to be not "berkat" like super market berkat in taiping..hahaha..stupid !!! but all the teacher were seems so happy and didn't manage to do something and in fact they were blaming us (all the f5 students) for their fault !!! siap cakap lagi....
"saye xrugi ape2 ...kamu la yg rugi sbb kamu malas nak blaja..."
what ??? you are so phatetic...!!! come on la if all the students couldn't manage to get high grades for their result it is not the students faults..it is teacher's fault !!!! during the school period all the teachers were too busy with all those stupid things from the KEMENTRIAN...meeting sane..meeting sini....kepale hotak korang !!! yg kitorang kat skola nih terkial2 terkangkang nak kene study sendirik !!!
i can study on my own...but the problem here is...when i opened my book...aderla yg sounds " waaahhh rajinnyer nanie study....aku nih dah lah xpandai...malas plak tu ..." then what ??? if you know that you're stupid...go take a book and read it !!! try to fight with your lazyness and stop from disturbing me !!!! go you hell of my way !!! bukan ler aku nak jadi "indivudualist" in the class but they all are sometimes i feel like "the nyamuk dlm kelambu" "musuh dlm selimut" and the "gunting dlm lipatan" la... you know why did i labeled you guys like that ??? it's you're guys attitudes !!! i found that many of my friends are hypocrite !!! those "talam dua muke" !!!yeah that's the most suitable label for you guys !!! because you guys always said that " eeee aku xstudy ape2 pown " during the exam or after get the marks....HOLLY CRAP !!! you guys such a liar !!! how can you guys score the paper with high marks without studying??? you think you are special??? you wanna tell everybody that you are genius ??? you can score the BIOLOGY paper..PHYSICS paper...CHEMISTRY paper and all those other paper without studying....??? hey come on la ...even ALBERT AINSTAINE,IBN KHALDUN and many more the ilmuan and pioneer succeed with study and not without studying !!! go to hell you liars !!! fakers !!! hypocrite !!! i don give a damn to people like you !!! you guys are really2 annoying... these are the problem with Malay students like what teacher Thulasi have mentioned before that the Malay students should leave their "budaye ketam" who likes to "tarik the other person so that the person whom at the top will fell down " i hate liars !!! go away from my life !!! everybody will only succeed with their own hard work and not by stab on your own friennds back !!!! just be yourself !!! belive in yourself that you can do it without do all those nonsense things !! you STUPIDITO hypocrite...kalo nak tipu budak2 bleyh arr....ngan aku silap arr...aku bukannyer bodoh..i don't know why i can smell that you were lying me ...nevermind go ahead with your attitudes because TUHAN itu maha adil...one day you will get what you've done to other people !!!

well the other story that i wanna share here is for those "couple" at my school...whom is lela and basir ..the favourite couple !!! basir is the headboy and lela is the top student in the school who is my best-of-friends during primary school...both sometimes were so great but sometimes you guys could be so annoying !!! you know what ??? can't both of you stop "sticking" together and "dating" togehther for all the times ??? come on la... orang lain pun bercinter gak...but not like you guys whom likes wanna show off to other people that you guys are the most loveliest couple in these universe !!!! i'm saying this because i'm jealous of you guys but i'm feeling that you guys are making sore eye la !!! then when the teachers were complaining about you guys you said that the all teachers are trying to make you guys brake up....caome on la lela...your mother is the teacher in that school while your father is the lab assistant..basir plak he is the head boy and son of the clerk in this school..for sure all the people will said at your back...then you lela are keep grumbling and complaining to me for all those stupid things !!! if wanna people to stop saying bad things about you guys at your back...so stop dating and sticking together for all the times !!! kadang2 tuh aku rase cam nak kasik pelempang aje kat minah sorang nih..naik nyampah aku dengar dok pot-pet-pet-pet kate org dok ngate dier...you are the top student in the school and always get number 1 for whole batch why can't you think for that simple thing...???

then what else...?? ahah !!! this goes to puan shaharidah...i'm not really satisfied with her....no....i'm really2 unsatisfied with her...because before this she had pick me,lela and uzair for the science and inovation competition.i've told her that i'm going to make the project of the microchip-lock-door but suddenly i heard that she had pick chick-ah's group which their project is making the cleanser....but i thought it's just a rumours....but then suddenly she pick up dapi's group which they've made the soap....dgn alasan her group are more interested than other group...hello..come on la....you are the one who are lazy..you just pick the group from the science exhibition....hahaahaha..my group is not interested...??? so stupid !!! i'm a bit disappointed with her reason....you're cutting off my spirits to focus on your subjact which is chemistry....and your reason just wanna make me to vommit on your face !!! whatever la...dapi's group also have won for the third place for that competition and her group will present the state at the terengganu in this coming august....gud luck !!! i'm happy for that and i'm not angry with you but i'm just disappointed with teacher shaharidah's stupid action....!!!

well kak sue get back home from kl yesterday with her husband and her children...my house was so noisy with my niece and nephew...but i'm a bit pissed off because nabila have broke my music box but it si my fault to let her play with my beloved things....hahaha padan muke aku...!!! and last nite we've went for a dinner at the CHERRY'S RESTAURANT in kamunting...sedap !!!!
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